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mmm...so okay, ignore the next bit if you don't want to hear PMS-ing freak outs of an odd girly.
Jason cannot possibly like me, he is just waiting to get into my pants. Once he gets into my pants he will be gone...long long gone. Cuz why would he stick around for me? He says I'm special but I can practically see the thought bubble that says "what a weirdo. I wish I could get out of this." And he didn't want to be exclusive, so I'm tempted to give him an easy way out. But then he said he only was interested in me, but was that him, or was that him wanting to get into my pants? Or could this be just some weird way to prove to his Aunt Sarah that he can last longer than a month? He's such a nice, funny, cute guy, but he's really into church, and I'm not. And this last Sunday he didn't end up going because of me and I feel guilty for holding him back. And sometimes we'll talk and I'll feel like I'm the only one in the conversation because he's watching television, and I know that's a guy thing, I offer to hang up and he never accepts (and I mean really truly offer, not in that girly way of 'I'll hang up if you ask me to...but boy will you regret it later') I just see no point to sticking on the phone if he's not interested in the conversation. The bottom line is, if he was interested in me at one point that has probably all gone, cuz I'm pretty sure I bore him. Any bets on how long he'll last if I don't let him into my pants?
Having said that; he is a genuinely good guy, and at this moment I have no idea how much of this is due to truth and how much is due to a combination of hormones and a quiet conversation, which he claims is due to the fact that he's exhausted out of his skull (which could have something to do with the fact that he only got two hours of sleep thanks to me). So yeah, feel free to ignore me.
Jason cannot possibly like me, he is just waiting to get into my pants. Once he gets into my pants he will be gone...long long gone. Cuz why would he stick around for me? He says I'm special but I can practically see the thought bubble that says "what a weirdo. I wish I could get out of this." And he didn't want to be exclusive, so I'm tempted to give him an easy way out. But then he said he only was interested in me, but was that him, or was that him wanting to get into my pants? Or could this be just some weird way to prove to his Aunt Sarah that he can last longer than a month? He's such a nice, funny, cute guy, but he's really into church, and I'm not. And this last Sunday he didn't end up going because of me and I feel guilty for holding him back. And sometimes we'll talk and I'll feel like I'm the only one in the conversation because he's watching television, and I know that's a guy thing, I offer to hang up and he never accepts (and I mean really truly offer, not in that girly way of 'I'll hang up if you ask me to...but boy will you regret it later') I just see no point to sticking on the phone if he's not interested in the conversation. The bottom line is, if he was interested in me at one point that has probably all gone, cuz I'm pretty sure I bore him. Any bets on how long he'll last if I don't let him into my pants?
Having said that; he is a genuinely good guy, and at this moment I have no idea how much of this is due to truth and how much is due to a combination of hormones and a quiet conversation, which he claims is due to the fact that he's exhausted out of his skull (which could have something to do with the fact that he only got two hours of sleep thanks to me). So yeah, feel free to ignore me.