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Apr 30, 2005 11:23

lately ive been thinking alot. and i think thats whats making me sick. ive been sick all week. i think im getting over it though. it was nice missing a whole week of school. but i realize i should have done some work while i was at home. mainly because its the end of school, meaning i have like a bazillion projects. so mainly for me ill list them:

1. English paper
2. History paper
3. Spanish group presentation
4. Spanish indiv. final pres.
5. Spanish Venezuela proj.
(i like how she gives 5 projects at once)
6. Chemistry IRP
7. Multimedia Project

thast about it...hopefully. right now im focusing mostly on math though, because i really need to bring my grade up because it brought my GPA down like 3 points and now its like 95.53 and that friggin sucks ass. I havent been to practice lately because ive been sick. supposedly alot has happened. im not really supposed to dicuss anything that happens in practice, mainly because other squads like to talk about us, and know each and every thing we do, mainly cuz theyre jealous. hehehe. i mean we ARE the best around hahaha just kiddin. a squad with 18 girls isnt alot though, so we just have to work with what we got.

Im sooo excited about my birthday!!! my sweet 16, then im free for summer. so GREAT. i was thinking about it, and in two whole years ill be an adult. now 2 isnt a big number, but 365 x 2 is a big number...lol but whatever. 2 years mayne. then ill be starting my life. honestly, the seniors need to get the hell out. lol they complain and complain about school n shit. but i like how all of them have my bday in their profiles! haha 5/26 likes its some sort of "important date" haha. but yeah hurry up and graduate im sick of seniors takng about proms and last everythings in high school. i understand its a big deal, but not that great. woo graduation. maybe i wont being saying this in 2 years, im known to be hipcritical. it also makes me mad how people put stupid pictures of themselves drinking and being drunk. thats the stupidest thing you could do. your jsut GIVING people something to talk about. its not COOL people. it just makes people talk about you even more, when your trying to look like you can hang n shit. i duno, maybe its just me, but i dont drink, and get drunk. thats not what high schools about. we're so young.

and what is this about love? do we even know what love means? 90% of people dont marry their high school "love" sure, theres that 10%, but how many really is 10%. im not sure what love is, and so many people think they are in love. you can have love for a person, it desnt mean u are in love with them. because honestly, if you have to worry about where your "love" is, and what they are doing, maybe somethines wrong. or it could be just me? gosh i have alot to say today

another thing, cheerleaders are a TEAM. and to try to split them up is just gay. people come onto the squad thinking their the shit on JV. and blame things on others, and dont apologize. and about guys...what happened to chicks before dicks? if you and your boyfriend are in "love" and you still have that many problems, somethings wrong hun. i thought u were my friend, apparently your just as two faced as we, yes we, all though u were. stop faking being our friend. why would u want to join something where you knew u werent wanted. who knows. just close your mouth from now on. ;-) its best.

so i realize i miss robyn. and chelsea. last year it was just us most of the time. GOOD TIMES. we were so young....yet it was so fun.

now that i can see you...i dont think your worth a second glance. to: ?
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