Take me.....away...
"Theres a song thats inside of my soul
Its the one that ive tried to write over and over again.
I cannot find a way to describe it
its there inside--all i do is hide--i wish that it would just go away--what would you do
you do if you knew--what would you do...
i cant handle all this confusion im unable. come and {take me away}"
Its funny how people just dont understand. People hate you for what you are, hate you for what your not. in the words of a good friend, being yourself in a world of people constantly trying to make you someone your not, is the greatest accomplishment. and its hard to do huh? people talk so much, what happened to "if you cant say anything nice, dont say it at all". im hurt....i need to get away from all these people that im sick of. but this is life.
and its funny how whenever someone asks, how are you? you always respond with fine, or im good, or alright. when sometimes you just wanna scream. i was watching the oc the other day, this chick asked her daughter what was wrong, because she hadnt been acting herself lately, not really caring about anything, not showing any emotion. and she told her mother, "do you really wanna know, if you knew, what would u do? do u reeeeally wanna know?" and her mother replied, "yes i do sweetie" actin like she actually cared.
and the girl screamed in her face, threw everything around. stopped and had no emotion in her face. a tear went down her face. she turned and just walked away. thats how i feel. and its sad.
ive realized nobody really cares how you feel, they just say you can talk to them and tell them your business so they can go and talk about it to their friends. then theres those few that actually do care, and i thank them for that. because without them i wouldnt be here. so thank you to my true friends. i truely love you. my dad came for the weekend, bout the only good thing. hes leaving. again. in an hour.
"if you wanna help, dont ask me questions, dont ask why. just let me cry."
Its the one that ive tried to write over and over again.
I cannot find a way to describe it
its there inside--all i do is hide--i wish that it would just go away--what would you do
you do if you knew--what would you do...
i cant handle all this confusion im unable. come and {take me away}"
Its funny how people just dont understand. People hate you for what you are, hate you for what your not. in the words of a good friend, being yourself in a world of people constantly trying to make you someone your not, is the greatest accomplishment. and its hard to do huh? people talk so much, what happened to "if you cant say anything nice, dont say it at all". im hurt....i need to get away from all these people that im sick of. but this is life.
and its funny how whenever someone asks, how are you? you always respond with fine, or im good, or alright. when sometimes you just wanna scream. i was watching the oc the other day, this chick asked her daughter what was wrong, because she hadnt been acting herself lately, not really caring about anything, not showing any emotion. and she told her mother, "do you really wanna know, if you knew, what would u do? do u reeeeally wanna know?" and her mother replied, "yes i do sweetie" actin like she actually cared.
and the girl screamed in her face, threw everything around. stopped and had no emotion in her face. a tear went down her face. she turned and just walked away. thats how i feel. and its sad.
ive realized nobody really cares how you feel, they just say you can talk to them and tell them your business so they can go and talk about it to their friends. then theres those few that actually do care, and i thank them for that. because without them i wouldnt be here. so thank you to my true friends. i truely love you. my dad came for the weekend, bout the only good thing. hes leaving. again. in an hour.
"if you wanna help, dont ask me questions, dont ask why. just let me cry."