This is about not giving up.

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In my life I've encountered so many people that always wanted more out of life but never wanted to try. I myself have given up on several things. That was then. This is now. I want more. I want more than working an endless job that ultimately I wont always love. I want more than just a mediocre education. I want my kids to come to me for answers and I want to be able to give them those answers. I want more than someone who isn't willing to put effort. (Josh is incredible at this, he puts in alot of effort) I'm simply being vague. You know what else? I want this for all those I love as well. I want them to be happy. Completely happy. I want them to succeed. I want to succeed. I don't want to get stuck somewhere with nothing left to do but veg and waste precious time. I'm tired of the mediocrity. I cannot support this. It's not fair to everyone that surrounds you. Get out of that idiotic cycle and get more out of life. If something gets rough, WORK AT IT! Don't quit. How easy would it have been for me to quit playing my flute and throw away my dream of becoming a high school band director two years ago when I didn't get accepted as one? TOO easy. As far as easy goes, I don't want it. I like to work for things. I like to feel accomplished. I love driving my car knowing I'm the one that pays for it. I'm the one that cleans it. I'm the one that puts gas in it. I like getting paychecks. Mainly because I know the work I put into it to get paid that.

I love my friends. I promise you if you hurt them there will be consequences for your actions. I am not threatening in any way shape or form I'm stating a fact. People do not deserve to be hurt by your stupidity. That's just asanine. I hate this situation and you know what, own up to it. Face the fact that it's your fault. It is. Be a fucking man and own up to what you do and you you do it. Most importantly quit being a fucking douche. I hate it. You weren't like this. Now you are. I hate it.