Shit Son, I want everyone to read this.

Sep 14, 2006 22:18

It's funny how you see things around you and you're like wtf? How can they live like that? How can they live with themselves if they are self sufficient. How long must I venture this way until everyone gets bitchslapped and put in their place. I want friends here. New people, no offense Zeek, you're awesome and I will always want to hang out with you. I was going through my contact list on my cell and found someone I had recently saw at Applebee's before I moved. I gave her a call and I officially got the in at parties and gatherings of fun sort on campus. Geez, 4 weeks and nothing here in the good old Flag, now I'm about to get my party on. Meet some guys. Go on dates. Get a boyfriend. My goal is to have a boyfriend in a couple of months. I don't have extremely high standards. Make me laugh. Love me for who I am. Support me. Have a job so you can take me out. Be willing to put up with me everyday. Ultimately make me happy go lucky. No one has completely succeeded so the task should be difficult yet not impossible. I met this guy in Prescott. Ugh, adorable! I think I'm infatuated. We talk, text, myspace it up. Overall, this guy would be amazing if he didn't live in Vegas. But! If I ever go to Vegas I might have my way with him... Tehee.

I love college. I feel like even though it's gonna take me forever I'm gonna love it in the long run. I can't wait to have my own kids. To walk through a fine arts building and enter the room that will consume me everyday. To be able to help kids musically and well personally. I think about the influence my high school band director has had on me and I can't help but be anxious to be able to influence kids. To be an example. To love them and love what I do best, teach music, marching, jazz, and everything that encompasses what I need to do. This is the biggest thing for me. I'm debating on whether going straight through and getting my master's. That would make me awesome. I'm prepared to do this. I love it. I love it with every fiber of my being. I'm not in this just for the ride, I'm ready to drive. I'm going to the parade this saturday morning and also Mountain Blast saturday afternoon at NAU. I miss band. I miss it alot. I'll get to do it for three years. Maybe even just two, I want to be an NAU Drum Major. I'll work my ass off to be NAU Drum Major just cause I loved it so much. I know things are different in college. So what!

Flagstaff is awesome. I love it. I absolutely love it. My job, ehh I need a better one. I'm holding out for Applebee's to open. I know its in the works, don't fail me now my love!

I love you! You know who you are.
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