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oops i did it again?
yup def was like okay wed night hopefully we can finally see each other...nope he just brings it down AGAIN. nothing like kicking me in the ass two nights in a row huh babe. and then he throws *she wants to go away for a weekend* and *she's coming to the festival with us* at me. i hate it. the things i look forward to the most are the things that get ruined so easily. why can't i be the fun smiling and having the time of my life? instead im the one looking the other way and trying to be happy for their sake. not because i really am. on the inside i'm burning a hole in my heart.
and he says *if you cant accept it.....* well why the hell do you think i would be able to accept it? seriously now. i'm only in so deep already. fuck man.
yup def was like okay wed night hopefully we can finally see each other...nope he just brings it down AGAIN. nothing like kicking me in the ass two nights in a row huh babe. and then he throws *she wants to go away for a weekend* and *she's coming to the festival with us* at me. i hate it. the things i look forward to the most are the things that get ruined so easily. why can't i be the fun smiling and having the time of my life? instead im the one looking the other way and trying to be happy for their sake. not because i really am. on the inside i'm burning a hole in my heart.
and he says *if you cant accept it.....* well why the hell do you think i would be able to accept it? seriously now. i'm only in so deep already. fuck man.