Failure and more
Click to viewThe universe keeps sending me signs that a change is in order. I feel like that scene in Office Space when Peter tells the hypnotist that every day is worse than the day before it, so every day is the worst day of his life.
I have those moments where I'm like, "But if I stay where I am, things will surely get better eventually. We can only go up from here, right?" And each day another blow reminds me of that moment when Ian punched the wall next to my face to remind me that THAT wasn't the life that I wanted.
That is a bit of an extreme example, but the universe hasn't been historically kind to me. Either that, or I'm not good at listening to her....so she has to scream.
I'm smarter now and I know that these small signs are for real and they are telling me to GTFO of my current situation.
That said, I should have some news soon. Either way, I'm not going to talk about it until I know what I'm going to do but just know that the spells have been cast, the candles lit, and I have enacted a set of circumstances that will eventually give me options.
So yeah, I haven't really felt much like writing lately.