Aug 30, 2008 09:50
goodbye summer
and popsicles, swimming and swingsets
and tan lines drawn from hip crest to thigh bone
I miss your laugh
those hearty syllables of joy and understanding
when will I find that sense again of it not being just me?
not needing words so much?
saying yes more.
if you can't control your sexuality, pray for a husband
are the things inside me really so dangerous?
lying in grass always means itching and little crawly bugs
somehow insects never intersected with my curiosity
tame me
I don't want to be lamed, I want to be provoked---encouraged.
where is the intersection between laughter and the house of God?
can I occur inside that semblance?
brick by brick I melt into the w(h)ine of my own thought processes
how are colors more vivid simply by looking for them?
Jesus didn't mean for us to avoid discomfort so often.
poetry,
summer,
god