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"Now you're trying to pull all this *im stressed* business on me!"
I'm not trying to PULL any im stressed business. i never said i was stressed. i said i had my last exam tomorrow, and im going to a movie after, and i'd LIKE to see my friend who i havent seen in three fucking weeks, and then i'm coming home and i have to clean and get dad's present ready, and have birthday dinner and go out after dinner.
and now i'm supposed to bake the cake.
"oh so if you can't bake a cake what are you gonna do. SET THE TABLE!"
right, cause i dont set the table every fucking night
"not without bitching! you and your sister both don't do a SINGLE thing without bitching about how inconvenient it is to you. i'm sick of being everybody's slave!"
mhm...cause we're the only difficult ones
"i dont CARE about anybody else's kids"
who said i was talking about kids.
"then who are we talking about?"
um...you? maybe? you do occassionally do some things wrong you know? and if you're in the middle of doing something that you get sick of and you want me to take over, and i can't do it, suddenly im a little brat who never does anything for anybody else. you know what? maybe i am stressed. maybe i have an exam tomorrow i'm gonna fail. maybe i have an extremely short time to do an extremely large amount of things. maybe i'm at least three weeks behind on everything im supposed to do. maybe the fact that as soon as school is over i have 5x more stuff to do isnt exactly the way i pictured my summer going. ya..i'd say im pretty fucking stressed.
"you know what! if you want to live in this beautiful big house with a beautiful big garden it involves some work from the rest of the family too. i disaprove."
oh no god forbid...you disaprove? great! so now i get a yellow sticker instead of a green one in my bedroom window? now i should go hide my head in a hole? i think the world should stop RIGHT NOW because you disaprove.
"oh now you're just being mean."
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This is such bullshit. i'd like very much to be done school and be going to camp somewhere preferably in new york state and for my parent's not to have sold my cottage with promises that this meant more vacations and more money spent on luxuries, only to find out that nothing is gonna happen for at least another FOUR YEARS because of some reason that they somehow forgot to mention when they were making me empty promises.
pretty much, i hate change. when did i turn into such a bitch? when did my family become so dysfunctional? when did i start making a perfectly normal scenario into one that puts me in the electric chair for dramatization. ....maybe when it became necessary
maybe i am just a spoiled brat. but i can't help it..because everything just seems so ridiculously unfair in the mind of a drama queen.
1 more exam
4 more days until montreal
*nina
I'm not trying to PULL any im stressed business. i never said i was stressed. i said i had my last exam tomorrow, and im going to a movie after, and i'd LIKE to see my friend who i havent seen in three fucking weeks, and then i'm coming home and i have to clean and get dad's present ready, and have birthday dinner and go out after dinner.
and now i'm supposed to bake the cake.
"oh so if you can't bake a cake what are you gonna do. SET THE TABLE!"
right, cause i dont set the table every fucking night
"not without bitching! you and your sister both don't do a SINGLE thing without bitching about how inconvenient it is to you. i'm sick of being everybody's slave!"
mhm...cause we're the only difficult ones
"i dont CARE about anybody else's kids"
who said i was talking about kids.
"then who are we talking about?"
um...you? maybe? you do occassionally do some things wrong you know? and if you're in the middle of doing something that you get sick of and you want me to take over, and i can't do it, suddenly im a little brat who never does anything for anybody else. you know what? maybe i am stressed. maybe i have an exam tomorrow i'm gonna fail. maybe i have an extremely short time to do an extremely large amount of things. maybe i'm at least three weeks behind on everything im supposed to do. maybe the fact that as soon as school is over i have 5x more stuff to do isnt exactly the way i pictured my summer going. ya..i'd say im pretty fucking stressed.
"you know what! if you want to live in this beautiful big house with a beautiful big garden it involves some work from the rest of the family too. i disaprove."
oh no god forbid...you disaprove? great! so now i get a yellow sticker instead of a green one in my bedroom window? now i should go hide my head in a hole? i think the world should stop RIGHT NOW because you disaprove.
"oh now you're just being mean."
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This is such bullshit. i'd like very much to be done school and be going to camp somewhere preferably in new york state and for my parent's not to have sold my cottage with promises that this meant more vacations and more money spent on luxuries, only to find out that nothing is gonna happen for at least another FOUR YEARS because of some reason that they somehow forgot to mention when they were making me empty promises.
pretty much, i hate change. when did i turn into such a bitch? when did my family become so dysfunctional? when did i start making a perfectly normal scenario into one that puts me in the electric chair for dramatization. ....maybe when it became necessary
maybe i am just a spoiled brat. but i can't help it..because everything just seems so ridiculously unfair in the mind of a drama queen.
1 more exam
4 more days until montreal
*nina