Guilty Rose....
I think I must be a terrible person.
I've been hanging out with my friend Zack lately... He's my buddy, but wants more. I just don't feel that way for him, nor do I want a boyfriend right now. Lemme tell you the story if you feel like hearing/reading it.
(Mind you, there have been many conversations of us just being friends before last night.)
I got out of class way early last night (woot tyler) so I called my friend Andrew (from athens, he is among the group of athens friends) and asked him what he was up to. He said that he was leaving the library, for me to come to Athens and we could shoot some pool. Sounded good, so I went. (editor's note: I do not have a "thing" for andrew either. He is just my good looking/ funny friend.) I got to 8 ball in Athens and was watching andrew and someone else shoot some 9 ball and Zack calls. He asked where I was and I told him shooting pool with Andrew. He tells me that he will be up there after a while. Meanwhile, Gary calls and also proceeds to come to Athens to hang out and shoot some pool. I get excited about all of us hanging out and getting to catch up on what everyone has been doing. Yay for us. Andrew and I had made plans before Gary and Zack arrived to go get some good ole Japanese food in HSV and go see another friend of ours, Joey. When Zack and Gary get there, we ask them if they would want to go... Gary declines bc he had to get up early the next day (wuss) and Zack shrugs his shoulders and said "I wish y'all would have told me that you made plans to eat so that I could have went." WTF? Anyways, I decided not to take offense (he's acting in a really pissy mood by now) and just go on to HSV. We leave and then Gooch text msgs me and says that he might come meet us. Whew... I think. Maybe he's not letting this get to him. WRONG. The Japanese place was closed, so Andrew just got some sushi to go and I got good ole Burger King. When we get back to Joey's house, we all eat and sit around talking and catching up on whatnot. Gooch gets there not long after we started eating. We hang out for a while, witness some drama between Joey and his girlfriend Brittany and I watch them drink Jamaican beer. Gooch stands up, says that he's leaving and just walks out. Eh, oh well. Andrew then gives me a hard time saying that I should give him a chance and blah blah blah. He's just my friend though. There is no "spark" that would make me want to be more than friends with him. Bah humbug. Andrew and I leave Joey's and head to Wal-mart about 20 minutes after Gooch leaves. We are walking into Walmart and guess who we see??? Nick and Gooch walking out of wal mart and gooch is carrying a rose (I shit you not). It was official... I felt like shit. He throws his hands up into the air and says "well, you caught me." Apparently, he was headed to put the rose on my car to surprise me when I left to go home. blah blah blah! Help... I am a terrible person. He is a sweet guy, but no sparks. But, he seems to be thinking that I am denying some kind of hidden feelings for him. Help
I've been hanging out with my friend Zack lately... He's my buddy, but wants more. I just don't feel that way for him, nor do I want a boyfriend right now. Lemme tell you the story if you feel like hearing/reading it.
(Mind you, there have been many conversations of us just being friends before last night.)
I got out of class way early last night (woot tyler) so I called my friend Andrew (from athens, he is among the group of athens friends) and asked him what he was up to. He said that he was leaving the library, for me to come to Athens and we could shoot some pool. Sounded good, so I went. (editor's note: I do not have a "thing" for andrew either. He is just my good looking/ funny friend.) I got to 8 ball in Athens and was watching andrew and someone else shoot some 9 ball and Zack calls. He asked where I was and I told him shooting pool with Andrew. He tells me that he will be up there after a while. Meanwhile, Gary calls and also proceeds to come to Athens to hang out and shoot some pool. I get excited about all of us hanging out and getting to catch up on what everyone has been doing. Yay for us. Andrew and I had made plans before Gary and Zack arrived to go get some good ole Japanese food in HSV and go see another friend of ours, Joey. When Zack and Gary get there, we ask them if they would want to go... Gary declines bc he had to get up early the next day (wuss) and Zack shrugs his shoulders and said "I wish y'all would have told me that you made plans to eat so that I could have went." WTF? Anyways, I decided not to take offense (he's acting in a really pissy mood by now) and just go on to HSV. We leave and then Gooch text msgs me and says that he might come meet us. Whew... I think. Maybe he's not letting this get to him. WRONG. The Japanese place was closed, so Andrew just got some sushi to go and I got good ole Burger King. When we get back to Joey's house, we all eat and sit around talking and catching up on whatnot. Gooch gets there not long after we started eating. We hang out for a while, witness some drama between Joey and his girlfriend Brittany and I watch them drink Jamaican beer. Gooch stands up, says that he's leaving and just walks out. Eh, oh well. Andrew then gives me a hard time saying that I should give him a chance and blah blah blah. He's just my friend though. There is no "spark" that would make me want to be more than friends with him. Bah humbug. Andrew and I leave Joey's and head to Wal-mart about 20 minutes after Gooch leaves. We are walking into Walmart and guess who we see??? Nick and Gooch walking out of wal mart and gooch is carrying a rose (I shit you not). It was official... I felt like shit. He throws his hands up into the air and says "well, you caught me." Apparently, he was headed to put the rose on my car to surprise me when I left to go home. blah blah blah! Help... I am a terrible person. He is a sweet guy, but no sparks. But, he seems to be thinking that I am denying some kind of hidden feelings for him. Help