Oct 26, 2004 17:25
I've been wondering lately.... I'm wondering if it's "time" for me to move out. I feel like I get too attached to things and people and it is causing me to be a big baby!!!! I'm wondering if moving out will help me become more independent... I just feel kinda trapped in this routine. What kinda change would help me feel better???? Do I need to take a semester off of school? Or, do I need to work less and go to school more? I'm confused.
Nathan's birthday party went EXTREMELY well. He said that he had no clue of what was going on and he was totally surprised.
This weekend, Candy, Chasity and I went to Sammy T's to hear Southern girls play. They were pretty good. The night almost sucked royally because we had to keep helping Chasity walk and stand up because she was so inebriated. I like having a girls night out, but there's a few reasons that I don't. Some guys (to remain nameless) that are kinda friends of Nathan's always act like horny assholes whenever I'm not with him.... Seriously.... Do I look like the kind of girl who wants to go HOME WITH YOU? I think not. Even if Nathan and I weren't together, I do not "go home" with any guy. C'mon guys... Be realistic.... not every girl is looking for sex when they go out. Dancing is just dancing. I guess it just goes for some guys in general.... It's like, if you are a female and are nice to a guy, they automatically think that you "want" them. It sux. I guess guys have this problem as well, but I know of so many girls that have to wrestle with this crap all of the time.