Oct 14, 2004 00:43
right, so tonight is a total waste of my life that i will never ever get back. i am so completely bored that i would be rearranging my sock & underwear drawers if Jeffrey weren't trying to be asleep. even he is not wanting to hang out with me tonight. on the upside, as if this night really has one, i got the tub all sparkly clean. i am so tired of this nothing to do and nobody to do it with shit that i decided to drink some tea ( how very snobby of me) and try to get some real sleep. i see now that not having a job does serious things to my optimism.
so i think that i'm going to call the .... wait i just had a good idea, i shall instead go to the hospital's webpage and see if they offer CNA classes. well now i feel like a fucking genious. i hope that i spelled that wrong. aside from all the other things that are plauging me right now i have one of those infected taste bud things on my tongue and it is driving me batty!!!
bitch, bitch, bitch, yes that is all i ever do, at least right now. i just feel like taking a walk or something. anything. but i really like company when i do such things. my cats are great company to each other the big kitty is in heat and the kitten is annoyed and confused. on yet another upside i did get some really wonderful perfume the other day, the cool water for women. i love it. and i love the guys one too. i just can't wear it, what with the no penis thing and all. i have almost downed my whole glass of snooty tea. time to go do something that is not interesting, and have nobody to do it with.