Finally, after a lot of thinking...
...I can write about the last weekend.
Well, uh... *scratches her head in thought* I don’t really know what’s currently going on in my head; all I know is that I’m absolutely freaked out (in a good way). The last weekend was fantastic, simply awesome. I got to meet so many uber-cool people from abroad. And, what’s even more wonderful, I got a major wish of mine fulfilled, and I’m kinda lost right now, because I can’t understand how it is possible that when you don’t ask for anything from life you suddenly get much more than you could hope to get. This is so wicked. I just can’t believe it… No, ‘wicked’ doesn’t even begin to describe it :)
But. Am I biting more than I can swallow? This thought refuses to go away. On one hand, everything is so simple and is happening almost on its own; on the other hand, I’m afraid of where it would lead me. I mean, I don’t know where it will lead me, but one of the possible outcomes makes me nervous about certain things, like big changes in my life, or some unpredictable problems, or the opinion of my family (which I fear might not be positive and welcoming)... I don’t know. I guess I’ll just have to trust the Universe and follow the stream, wherever it takes me. Not that I have anything else to do right now...
Well, uh... *scratches her head in thought* I don’t really know what’s currently going on in my head; all I know is that I’m absolutely freaked out (in a good way). The last weekend was fantastic, simply awesome. I got to meet so many uber-cool people from abroad. And, what’s even more wonderful, I got a major wish of mine fulfilled, and I’m kinda lost right now, because I can’t understand how it is possible that when you don’t ask for anything from life you suddenly get much more than you could hope to get. This is so wicked. I just can’t believe it… No, ‘wicked’ doesn’t even begin to describe it :)
But. Am I biting more than I can swallow? This thought refuses to go away. On one hand, everything is so simple and is happening almost on its own; on the other hand, I’m afraid of where it would lead me. I mean, I don’t know where it will lead me, but one of the possible outcomes makes me nervous about certain things, like big changes in my life, or some unpredictable problems, or the opinion of my family (which I fear might not be positive and welcoming)... I don’t know. I guess I’ll just have to trust the Universe and follow the stream, wherever it takes me. Not that I have anything else to do right now...