Dec 11, 2002 21:46
i feel like i am missing out.
or maybe i feel left out.
i wonder if i am the only one that feels this way.
and i feel guilty, as if i am the only one that can change it.
but, i think what is meant to be will be.
i wonder what college will be like at a school that is smaller than my high school.
i never thought that this would be happening to me, and now that it is i don't really know what to do or how to react.
but, i guess i did this to myself.