dearest bethel :(
(i remember when we used to call you that then no one would get confused)
so i am saying goodbye
cause i know you will read this
and i am tired
tired of feeling used
tired of getting calls from you when you find out i am sad/angry
tired of being friends with you because you pity me
tired of worrying about you
tired of asking your friends about you
tired of missing you so much and getting nothing in return
tired of remembering the old times
tired of crying when i think of our "friendship"
tired of you "experimenting"
tired of wondering when you will be tired
tired of you being oblivious
you are tiring me out
i thought i could handle it....but i am not as capable as i thought i was.
it's so hard to watch you go, but i know no other way.
as long as i think of now and not the past, i know i can move on. i just need one thing from you "soul mate," let me go too.
i love you, goodbye.
so i am saying goodbye
cause i know you will read this
and i am tired
tired of feeling used
tired of getting calls from you when you find out i am sad/angry
tired of being friends with you because you pity me
tired of worrying about you
tired of asking your friends about you
tired of missing you so much and getting nothing in return
tired of remembering the old times
tired of crying when i think of our "friendship"
tired of you "experimenting"
tired of wondering when you will be tired
tired of you being oblivious
you are tiring me out
i thought i could handle it....but i am not as capable as i thought i was.
it's so hard to watch you go, but i know no other way.
as long as i think of now and not the past, i know i can move on. i just need one thing from you "soul mate," let me go too.
i love you, goodbye.