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why do things never really end up working out. im sick of trying with everything, its really just not worth it.
i need summer to come to get away from everything and just forget about it all. i need that one guy to come back and realize that i was never over him and still not. i need people who mess up everything to just go away. i need collin to realize that he has to stop messing around with me and know that i cant stand him anymore and that im never going back into that compicated mess with him again. i need people to stop being mean to people. i really need to stop getting the wrong guys and for that right one to come back.i cant wait to leave for california on spring break to get away from this place. i really just need to straighten things out and give up on a lot. i need to say sorry to people. especially to a boy. you know who you are and you know that im sorry and that i messed up. i really just need things to get better and forget about everything.