I suck at life
I just dont understand anymore.....just when i think i found the perfect guy things go so good for a while and then SUMMER. As soon as summer hit it was like i didnt even exist anymore. I thought he loved me. Guys are such liers. How can he just love me last night and then today not even want to be with me......&(%&$%(^!@Q#&$*$ hate it. I am soo sick of getting hurt all the time. I feel like its not worth it anymore. I mean everytime i find someone they say how much they like me and then they decide they just want to be friends. What is it? Am i not good enough? Am i ugly? I mean i try to make everyone like me and i try to be nice and all i get is nothing. I wish every guy in this world could be like Colin(MY GUARDING ANGEL)lol i am so thankful that i have at least one person who knows how i feel and i there for me..and my besta fras I cant stop crying i havent ate that much today and i am not really in the mood to eatt. IM so depressed...i knew this would happen. i should never even have tried to make things work....well i have to go before i start crying again...i love yall...&@@ I