Life Is Good...
It's been a long period of time since my fingers itched to display the current events of the life of Jason. The one thing that sticks itself out the most is the fact that quite frankly "Life Is Good." I can't quite place my finger upon it but it's like these eyes have been open to the better side of everything that has taking place. That's not to say that life has been lollipops and cotton candy, it's been everything but that. Tuition letters are still being sent and some insecurities still take up residence in my mind. I guess maturity is starting to knock on my front door. Does the island of fat around my mid-section still makes me wonder the magic of liposuction..... yes, does little things like not getting enough sleep and cutting myself during shaving still makes me want to punch whatever is in my nearest reach.... of course, but I've come to terms with myself and realized that life is worth so much more. Since the day I was born the day of my death has come closer and closer, so what's the point of wasting my emotional substance on something so fragile like not having the right amount of funds in my wallet to get a pair of jeans. LIFE IS JUST TOO DAMN SHORT!!! I don't want to stress over the minimal issues, what I really want is to laugh so loud that my stomach hurts afterward, I want to sing on the top of my lungs even though I know I can't hold a note to save my life, I want to dance without worry about whether or not I know the latest moves, I want to witness what lays behind the streets of the ghetto without forgetting where I came from, I don't want any regrets, just life lessons..... well maybe a regret or two. I just want to live life. The bottom line is that life may not always seem like it's worth must, but on the day when you close your eyes for the last time and you hear Jesus calling out to you to complete the final chapter of your self-titled story, it will be the only thing that hold any true value.