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Oh, an addition:
I'm moving into my new apartment tomorrow! I can't wait to roll around in my full size bed with my sweetiebutts. The funny thing is, we haven't bought new sheets. All I have is twin xl stuff. I ordered a kickass black and white comforter from Target (lolol, I'm slightly concerned about creepy stains on the black side, but whatever - mark drools.. it's reversable though!). But that won't be coming to me for a few days!
Immediately after putting my shit in the dorm, we're going to the store to pick out some nice sheets. YES!! Looking forward to that.
My cellphone is kind of broken. I may just buy a cheap cellphone if customer service doesn't want to help me out. I JUST bought a new 1000 minute prepaid card the day before they keypad stopped working properly. Damn, I've got some pretty horrendous luck. The later batch of RAZR phones are the suck suckiest things to exist. I've had problems with this one's display giving out before. :'(
On Monday I start my job! I'm a little nervous, but since I broke my foot, I've been pretty chill about things lately. Gives me a new perspective about what's appropriate to feel anxious or upset about, I guess. No, it's not the medication. I actually haven't gone out to grab my prescribed painkillers, since the pain was never so intense that a few ibuprofen couldn't handle it.
An aside: having a boyfriend has also changed my outlook very, very drastically. We've been together for a little over a year now. Things aren't just about me anymore (as they have been since I'm an only child). My life is very much entwined with his. It's nice. I feel a bit less self absorbed and introverted these days. :')) I feel complete - you know, as complete as I can feel at 21. I'm hoping the relationship goes well, and we can have an apartment, and cats, and we can nap together in the sun. I mention all of this because he texted me out of the blue with this: "We are perfect together." So sweet.
I also mention this because I was visiting the DA page of a pretty popular girl, but her journal entries are mostly very angry rants about other artists/people/etcetcetc, and I think she could really benefit from a boyfriend or some kind of life-altering event that changes her perspective. Her views are so painfully insular, and mostly centered around deviantart drama and anime (lolol). Why am I even writing about a deviantard? D: I more important things to worry about than a DA drama queen, especially considering I'm not a huge fan of DA to begin with!!1!11oneoneone anyways.. :'( i just hope she becomes less of a bitch and that every time i look at her journal I don't become instantly annoyed.
i feel like I've matured a lot since I graduated high school. I'm still kind of afraid of driving around (MOSTLY BECAUSE I THINK MY CAR IS GOING TO SUDDENLY BREAK DOWN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HIGHWAY - this is a completely reasonable fear, given my car's persistent coolant leak.. i just haven't gotten it addressed) and am not good with directions. But I have money, a car, a boy, and a place to sleep... and a workstation I bought all by myself. I'm a big girl now! So independent. I'm proud of myself. :) I feel well-adjusted.
I bought a pair of jelly shoes at Target. They're awesome and sparkly - I'm like six years old. I probably should be wearing my post-op shoe still, but I decided to walk around in the jelly shoes for a while. I don't plan on seeing the doctor anytime soon anyways because he's kind of an asshole, and the copay is fairly high ($30 per visit, shit - I'm not going to see him like six times).
I'm moving into my new apartment tomorrow! I can't wait to roll around in my full size bed with my sweetiebutts. The funny thing is, we haven't bought new sheets. All I have is twin xl stuff. I ordered a kickass black and white comforter from Target (lolol, I'm slightly concerned about creepy stains on the black side, but whatever - mark drools.. it's reversable though!). But that won't be coming to me for a few days!
Immediately after putting my shit in the dorm, we're going to the store to pick out some nice sheets. YES!! Looking forward to that.
My cellphone is kind of broken. I may just buy a cheap cellphone if customer service doesn't want to help me out. I JUST bought a new 1000 minute prepaid card the day before they keypad stopped working properly. Damn, I've got some pretty horrendous luck. The later batch of RAZR phones are the suck suckiest things to exist. I've had problems with this one's display giving out before. :'(
On Monday I start my job! I'm a little nervous, but since I broke my foot, I've been pretty chill about things lately. Gives me a new perspective about what's appropriate to feel anxious or upset about, I guess. No, it's not the medication. I actually haven't gone out to grab my prescribed painkillers, since the pain was never so intense that a few ibuprofen couldn't handle it.
An aside: having a boyfriend has also changed my outlook very, very drastically. We've been together for a little over a year now. Things aren't just about me anymore (as they have been since I'm an only child). My life is very much entwined with his. It's nice. I feel a bit less self absorbed and introverted these days. :')) I feel complete - you know, as complete as I can feel at 21. I'm hoping the relationship goes well, and we can have an apartment, and cats, and we can nap together in the sun. I mention all of this because he texted me out of the blue with this: "We are perfect together." So sweet.
I also mention this because I was visiting the DA page of a pretty popular girl, but her journal entries are mostly very angry rants about other artists/people/etcetcetc, and I think she could really benefit from a boyfriend or some kind of life-altering event that changes her perspective. Her views are so painfully insular, and mostly centered around deviantart drama and anime (lolol). Why am I even writing about a deviantard? D: I more important things to worry about than a DA drama queen, especially considering I'm not a huge fan of DA to begin with!!1!11oneoneone anyways.. :'( i just hope she becomes less of a bitch and that every time i look at her journal I don't become instantly annoyed.
i feel like I've matured a lot since I graduated high school. I'm still kind of afraid of driving around (MOSTLY BECAUSE I THINK MY CAR IS GOING TO SUDDENLY BREAK DOWN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HIGHWAY - this is a completely reasonable fear, given my car's persistent coolant leak.. i just haven't gotten it addressed) and am not good with directions. But I have money, a car, a boy, and a place to sleep... and a workstation I bought all by myself. I'm a big girl now! So independent. I'm proud of myself. :) I feel well-adjusted.
I bought a pair of jelly shoes at Target. They're awesome and sparkly - I'm like six years old. I probably should be wearing my post-op shoe still, but I decided to walk around in the jelly shoes for a while. I don't plan on seeing the doctor anytime soon anyways because he's kind of an asshole, and the copay is fairly high ($30 per visit, shit - I'm not going to see him like six times).