poems
Truth of Love
: i love you
: you are my dreams
: you are my hopes
: you are my lost soul found
: you are my shattered heart rebound
: you are the fire in my veins
: you are my lost love returned
Oath of the Damned
Have you ever cried to a sunrise...or wanted to kiss the rain?
Have you ever walked a path with no moonlight ... or stared into the sun so long that it no longer hurt?
Have you ever cried for so long that you could do nothing but smile?
Ever drink till you were thirsty again?
Have you ever been so happy that you cried?
Ever been so in love that it hurt?
The experience of being human is an experience of an indescribable spectrum of emotions, too bad I am too numb to feel them.
Some envy my ability to turn off my emotions, I envy the ability to feel emotions.
The Breaker
life undying
hope unwinding
find me in the place of binding
see life go cold
watch fate unfold
as all end is foretold
see love unbound
last hope is found
for he the breaker has come to collect his dues
Friend of never
death and decay minds do sway
but only friend of the damned shall see the way
to that which is good and beyond gold
the ability to live past the old
Love finds ways
you know i love you and you know how i feel
seen is my love and back it shall i seal
hated i am for what i believe
loved are you by all who perceive
just a shell with out your love
i am dead and watching from above
i see you and i want
he has you and will taunt
to have you is a wish to be next to you is a dream
i feel my place falling away is now mine it does seem
to be without what you could give
is like air with out to try to live
in my life there is a pain
that will forever be my bane
then in end i am man the fallen star
but remember that my love is where ever you are
The feeling lost
in day there is sight
in his life without light
it all dims away
his mind and heart to stray
was his mistake made
in this life never should he have stayed
in his eyes tears no more
for feeling has been cast to the floor
he sees through the pain
and knows all his love was in vain
he let the world in to pry
and the price was always to cry
in him there in nothing left of hope
wishing he was weak enough to get the rope
hung and dead
thoughts of sorrow
run no more through his head
and then he is no more on the marrow
but live he will and must
for still in love will he trust
they can save him
do they dare or just deprave him
in the close of rhyme
i just wish it was killing time
broken hope in me
i stand to break
you stand in my wake
see the pain i cause
my words worse than cats claws
tear in my eyes
but happiness is the reason of my cries
your hurt and sorrow
is my life and reason to wake on the morrow
living hate is what i do
the real me brings hurt to you
it is my life to bend your mind
and show you the truth of me unkind
nice i have never calimed to be
the pain in life you can now see
try to see what i am for
that is too make your heart sore
in the end i refuse to lie
at loss of you i will no more cry
3 or 4
rule of three
bound to me
but no more
i live in four
to cause me pain
is to bring self bain
in your greed
your soul shall bleed
hurt me in the past
love from me was your last
you want my tears
for this you get pain for years
i am the one
i stole your fun
time to see
i have added to your rule of three
then once more
i tell you i am the rule of four
you hurt me now
but don't ask how
one and two were easy and nice
i was hoping you would learn with thrice
alas no more i will teach you in four
Life is what we make it!
a love so true it fell to lie
in life with words of truth condemned it to die
forever you said with nothing between
false are your words and ways it does seem
hide from them and they forgive
hidden from me it will become sore to live
break in mind and lost in heart
my love is lost and hate to start
find it in you to try again
maybe in me new life will begin
in the sight of your eyes
i see that you hide in your lies
truth to me is always seen
but until you admit fault you slate is unclean
love that can't
this is the life of a broken heart
in your loveing eyes it was from the start
the one who sees all
my fate was to fall
empty was my stand
love is where i did land
pain is what i now own
from you i would keep it unknown
what i am is yours
found in my core of cores
is a faith in love that makes me
and only a true love will set me free
Hope Hurts
away once happy though
to cage you are kept caught
to be you i want and will
what is real to you makes him ill
a love given and secreatly returned
is ever there but my soul is burned
in pain i will wait
for you i would rend hells gate
through the pits and fire
i would chase my love and desire
you are my want and need
in loss of you doth my soul bleed
from heaven you did fall
to save you i would break any wall
i know not what time will give
but love and my soul for you to live
over-thought fears
you are all i need to live
my heart and soul to you i give
the princess in your tower
missing your love as sun misses flower
a demon dragon yet a charming prince
at first sight i have loved you ever since
it is my will to be just your mate
i pray that the pet has not made me late
empty i am left when you are away
a ring i offer to make you stay
fear i have of loosing your heart
when i should have asked you too marry from the start
i end with hope of you with me
a love that lasts beyond eternity
Insomnia and the lovers mind
missing you is worse than death
just seeing you gives me breath
when you come to me i come to life
in your arms i have no strife
locked away i wish my heart could be
your love means the world to me
with him now but i wist not
many times i wish us caught
fear of knowing with him you bed
feeling and knowing i feel dead
greed may be my sin
but without you i die within
love is a great power
with you is its finest hour
awake i am for i have not you
to gain that anything would i do
in past i spoke to maime
now i live in shame
waiting in the dark
i sit and want loves great spark
knowing not what to say
with out you in my grave i lay
i end this with minor ryme
i love you and will for all time
: i love you
: you are my dreams
: you are my hopes
: you are my lost soul found
: you are my shattered heart rebound
: you are the fire in my veins
: you are my lost love returned
Oath of the Damned
Have you ever cried to a sunrise...or wanted to kiss the rain?
Have you ever walked a path with no moonlight ... or stared into the sun so long that it no longer hurt?
Have you ever cried for so long that you could do nothing but smile?
Ever drink till you were thirsty again?
Have you ever been so happy that you cried?
Ever been so in love that it hurt?
The experience of being human is an experience of an indescribable spectrum of emotions, too bad I am too numb to feel them.
Some envy my ability to turn off my emotions, I envy the ability to feel emotions.
The Breaker
life undying
hope unwinding
find me in the place of binding
see life go cold
watch fate unfold
as all end is foretold
see love unbound
last hope is found
for he the breaker has come to collect his dues
Friend of never
death and decay minds do sway
but only friend of the damned shall see the way
to that which is good and beyond gold
the ability to live past the old
Love finds ways
you know i love you and you know how i feel
seen is my love and back it shall i seal
hated i am for what i believe
loved are you by all who perceive
just a shell with out your love
i am dead and watching from above
i see you and i want
he has you and will taunt
to have you is a wish to be next to you is a dream
i feel my place falling away is now mine it does seem
to be without what you could give
is like air with out to try to live
in my life there is a pain
that will forever be my bane
then in end i am man the fallen star
but remember that my love is where ever you are
The feeling lost
in day there is sight
in his life without light
it all dims away
his mind and heart to stray
was his mistake made
in this life never should he have stayed
in his eyes tears no more
for feeling has been cast to the floor
he sees through the pain
and knows all his love was in vain
he let the world in to pry
and the price was always to cry
in him there in nothing left of hope
wishing he was weak enough to get the rope
hung and dead
thoughts of sorrow
run no more through his head
and then he is no more on the marrow
but live he will and must
for still in love will he trust
they can save him
do they dare or just deprave him
in the close of rhyme
i just wish it was killing time
broken hope in me
i stand to break
you stand in my wake
see the pain i cause
my words worse than cats claws
tear in my eyes
but happiness is the reason of my cries
your hurt and sorrow
is my life and reason to wake on the morrow
living hate is what i do
the real me brings hurt to you
it is my life to bend your mind
and show you the truth of me unkind
nice i have never calimed to be
the pain in life you can now see
try to see what i am for
that is too make your heart sore
in the end i refuse to lie
at loss of you i will no more cry
3 or 4
rule of three
bound to me
but no more
i live in four
to cause me pain
is to bring self bain
in your greed
your soul shall bleed
hurt me in the past
love from me was your last
you want my tears
for this you get pain for years
i am the one
i stole your fun
time to see
i have added to your rule of three
then once more
i tell you i am the rule of four
you hurt me now
but don't ask how
one and two were easy and nice
i was hoping you would learn with thrice
alas no more i will teach you in four
Life is what we make it!
a love so true it fell to lie
in life with words of truth condemned it to die
forever you said with nothing between
false are your words and ways it does seem
hide from them and they forgive
hidden from me it will become sore to live
break in mind and lost in heart
my love is lost and hate to start
find it in you to try again
maybe in me new life will begin
in the sight of your eyes
i see that you hide in your lies
truth to me is always seen
but until you admit fault you slate is unclean
love that can't
this is the life of a broken heart
in your loveing eyes it was from the start
the one who sees all
my fate was to fall
empty was my stand
love is where i did land
pain is what i now own
from you i would keep it unknown
what i am is yours
found in my core of cores
is a faith in love that makes me
and only a true love will set me free
Hope Hurts
away once happy though
to cage you are kept caught
to be you i want and will
what is real to you makes him ill
a love given and secreatly returned
is ever there but my soul is burned
in pain i will wait
for you i would rend hells gate
through the pits and fire
i would chase my love and desire
you are my want and need
in loss of you doth my soul bleed
from heaven you did fall
to save you i would break any wall
i know not what time will give
but love and my soul for you to live
over-thought fears
you are all i need to live
my heart and soul to you i give
the princess in your tower
missing your love as sun misses flower
a demon dragon yet a charming prince
at first sight i have loved you ever since
it is my will to be just your mate
i pray that the pet has not made me late
empty i am left when you are away
a ring i offer to make you stay
fear i have of loosing your heart
when i should have asked you too marry from the start
i end with hope of you with me
a love that lasts beyond eternity
Insomnia and the lovers mind
missing you is worse than death
just seeing you gives me breath
when you come to me i come to life
in your arms i have no strife
locked away i wish my heart could be
your love means the world to me
with him now but i wist not
many times i wish us caught
fear of knowing with him you bed
feeling and knowing i feel dead
greed may be my sin
but without you i die within
love is a great power
with you is its finest hour
awake i am for i have not you
to gain that anything would i do
in past i spoke to maime
now i live in shame
waiting in the dark
i sit and want loves great spark
knowing not what to say
with out you in my grave i lay
i end this with minor ryme
i love you and will for all time