I knew it would happen eventually...
For the first time since I arrived in Madison (a month ago to the day), I am depressed. I'm amazed that I made it this long without feeling utterly and hopelessly alone, but it finally hit. Hard.
Interestingly, it hit this time after a full day of being around people and a truly fantastic RP-oriented D&D session. That's never happened before, and I wonder what was different.
I miss my Ohio D&D group. I miss my Ohio friends. I miss
scarboroughchic especially; it was really nice having her around on the rare occasions we were both home at the same time.
I'm really tired of being lonely, and I'm really afraid I'm going to be forever.
Interestingly, it hit this time after a full day of being around people and a truly fantastic RP-oriented D&D session. That's never happened before, and I wonder what was different.
I miss my Ohio D&D group. I miss my Ohio friends. I miss
scarboroughchic especially; it was really nice having her around on the rare occasions we were both home at the same time.
I'm really tired of being lonely, and I'm really afraid I'm going to be forever.