Feb 03, 2004 16:03
Sorry to everyone for...
a) Not being around... for those of you who actually want me being around
b) For whatever I did to upset you.. for those who don't want me around..
I've not been meaning to upset everyone or to seem depressed all the time when I'm not upseting everyone.. Fact of the matter is though... yay... I am depressed...
I went to the doctor today... on top of a few dozen other things we talked about... it came to pass that I seem to have some form of depression... which is linked to a minor case of insomnia... and some.. other medical jumbles... The past few days I've been doing my best to refrain from even contacting anyone.. let alone leaving the house to harm them with my presence.... Last night I decided to... and look what wound up happening... Sorry again -.-
I hope anyone who would be reading this just knows how much I really care for them even if sometimes I don't seem to -.-