Update.
Sorry I havent updated in a while. Been stuck in a rut with money and job situation. They cut my hours real bad and I cant afford shit. Im -500 in the hole. Im waiting to hear from The poker dealer job. Im actually thinking about selling ym horse and with that money getting the fuck outta new hampshire and moving south. Im so done with New Engalnd. Just thinking about this winter makes me depressed. I pretty much hybernate and dont do anything. Its way too cold for me :(
It seems like all my friends have fallen away from me. Its because I have feelings for someone and I dumped Dave for him. They aren't even talking to john. ... I went over my best friend Ryans house the other day and told him things that should have been kept secret BUT he went behind my back and told everyone... I thought I could trust him but apparently not. I cant trust anyone anymore. Its so sickening. I've figured out who my real friends are and Im happy I did. No more wasting my time with fake people with no loyalty. People just need to mind their own fucking business and let us be happy together!!!
Anyways... Im in a good mood today :) I woke up and he was next to me :D
It seems like all my friends have fallen away from me. Its because I have feelings for someone and I dumped Dave for him. They aren't even talking to john. ... I went over my best friend Ryans house the other day and told him things that should have been kept secret BUT he went behind my back and told everyone... I thought I could trust him but apparently not. I cant trust anyone anymore. Its so sickening. I've figured out who my real friends are and Im happy I did. No more wasting my time with fake people with no loyalty. People just need to mind their own fucking business and let us be happy together!!!
Anyways... Im in a good mood today :) I woke up and he was next to me :D