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It's been a while since i've posted anything meaninful in my live journal. I have alot to say but I'm not sure I want to say it. I know that isn't very helpful but I don't know. A lot happened this past semster in and out fo school. I made soem new friends, but i feel like I lost alot of old ones. Maybe lost isn't the right word, I feel like I've become distant, detached almost. Alot of it has to do with C.A.R. last summer was alot of fun, but now I have little interest in it. Alot of the people I've been close with I don't talk to as much. But there are still things I wished i had told them. I realise it's not too late, but with some of the people our friendship has become so fractured and splintered that I feel like any mentioning of things unsaid may destroy the fragile bonds.
A few years ago there was a mild controversy, I feel liek that controversy is beginnign to rear its ugly head again. There are alot of things I've left unsaid with people and some of those things I will never utter to people, but i have dropped a clue from time to time.
I feel like I'm out of touch with people....almost as if I've been left behind. I want to reconnect with those people but at the same time I don't. I've been approaching life (lately) that if people want to talk to me than they will contact me. I know that said peopel i want to talk to may hodl the same stance leaving us uncomunicative. with soem people I don't know where I stand with them. In the past year alot has happened with my "friends" some of it good some of it bad. I don't know anymore. Fuck, I don't even know if anybody reads this shit. I wouldn't.
...and if you want some more
drink obla-di-blah-dah
A few years ago there was a mild controversy, I feel liek that controversy is beginnign to rear its ugly head again. There are alot of things I've left unsaid with people and some of those things I will never utter to people, but i have dropped a clue from time to time.
I feel like I'm out of touch with people....almost as if I've been left behind. I want to reconnect with those people but at the same time I don't. I've been approaching life (lately) that if people want to talk to me than they will contact me. I know that said peopel i want to talk to may hodl the same stance leaving us uncomunicative. with soem people I don't know where I stand with them. In the past year alot has happened with my "friends" some of it good some of it bad. I don't know anymore. Fuck, I don't even know if anybody reads this shit. I wouldn't.
...and if you want some more
drink obla-di-blah-dah