Hero
I went and saw hero again last night. that makes it the fourth time I've seen the movie. I saw it when I was in beijing, then someone brought a dvd to school and now I've seen it twice in the theaters. I thought that at this point I would start to hate the movie, but I want to see it again. wtf! I just really like the idea that the ultimate level of martial arts is peace. It is what I've been taught for the last five years and it is what Kusanku kata is susposed to embody. I am still at a low level, but thankfully sensei peter has agreed to kick the shit out of me every class. He just needs to get a pair of boxing gloves first.
Karate is changing now that I have left the ministry aproved system and into the aprenticeship stage. There is a lot more pain involved. The scarey thing is, I derive a scary sense of pleasure from being hurt. scary. Pain makes me laugh uncontrollably, even scarier.
After I watched hero I watched, dh dah dah. a movie called hero, starring Dustin Holfman. A touching movie about how even the lowest of human beings has good in them. tear. A very nice movie considering how I feel about myself at the moment. for reasons I will never go into.
Karate is changing now that I have left the ministry aproved system and into the aprenticeship stage. There is a lot more pain involved. The scarey thing is, I derive a scary sense of pleasure from being hurt. scary. Pain makes me laugh uncontrollably, even scarier.
After I watched hero I watched, dh dah dah. a movie called hero, starring Dustin Holfman. A touching movie about how even the lowest of human beings has good in them. tear. A very nice movie considering how I feel about myself at the moment. for reasons I will never go into.