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Well, for the second time, it appears that I have failed the second year of uni, again. Exactly the same reasons as last time: being in the mindset that I can simply coast through, do a little work and still get some reward.
It's this mindset that had scraping enough points from UCAS to come here in the first place, it's this mindset that got merely average GCSE scores, and it's this mindset that's left me jobless, penniless, and in a few weeks essentially homeless. I've had this mindset for the past ten years, and it's obvious that I have no idea how to shake it off.
So what happens now? Do I carry on, attempt to find a placement, and take on some more modules next year? Do I switch course? Do I quit altogether? I simply don't know.
... I don't think I've ever been this disappointed in myself.
It's this mindset that had scraping enough points from UCAS to come here in the first place, it's this mindset that got merely average GCSE scores, and it's this mindset that's left me jobless, penniless, and in a few weeks essentially homeless. I've had this mindset for the past ten years, and it's obvious that I have no idea how to shake it off.
So what happens now? Do I carry on, attempt to find a placement, and take on some more modules next year? Do I switch course? Do I quit altogether? I simply don't know.
... I don't think I've ever been this disappointed in myself.