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Insomnia much?
It's never consistent.
Doesn't matter how much activity I've done, or when I stopped eating, or how hot/cold the room is or whether or not I have things on my mind.
There's just nothing that can be done.
I try reading until it gets to some stupid time like 1 am. Then I break out the iPod, and force myself to listen to relaxing music. If an hour goes by and nothing, I give up on sleep and spend the evening watching dvds and cruising the internet.
There is something soothing about the 4 am news and watching the sun rise that reminds me of good times... like wrestling tournaments and big trips.
Approaching 9 months in the same job. Barf right? I haven't been this consistent since IDA and CDS... and this job doesn't even have any cool acronyms. It does have two amazing little guys though, and a comfortable paycheck.
Now someone must tell me why I won't be tired again until 11 tonight. 36+ hours without sleep doesn't sound right.
It's never consistent.
Doesn't matter how much activity I've done, or when I stopped eating, or how hot/cold the room is or whether or not I have things on my mind.
There's just nothing that can be done.
I try reading until it gets to some stupid time like 1 am. Then I break out the iPod, and force myself to listen to relaxing music. If an hour goes by and nothing, I give up on sleep and spend the evening watching dvds and cruising the internet.
There is something soothing about the 4 am news and watching the sun rise that reminds me of good times... like wrestling tournaments and big trips.
Approaching 9 months in the same job. Barf right? I haven't been this consistent since IDA and CDS... and this job doesn't even have any cool acronyms. It does have two amazing little guys though, and a comfortable paycheck.
Now someone must tell me why I won't be tired again until 11 tonight. 36+ hours without sleep doesn't sound right.