Tick Tock!
The anticipation is killing me. 38 weeks now so I'm full term. Baby keeps lowering and getting more ready every day but not fast enough. =(
Last Thursday after going to the doctor I was so tired. The vaginal exam is just so draining I left work early. I stopped by my last job to try to recruit an old coworker to work for Tarsadia, and went home to finish some work on the laptop. Then the internet died on me so I ended up napping. I decided if I stayed home I would go crazy! There would be just too much time to think about it. My hormones are raging, and at time I get very sad and disappointed that one more day has come and no sign of baby. Part of it is the discomfort, but mainly what bothers me is the uncertainty. Don't know when... Can't plan anything because I don't know if I'll be carrying the watermelon, in the hospital, or have the baby. I couldn't stand it if it went beyond the due date, which obviously is normal. It would be too much time to stress. Plus, I've been feeling period-like cramps which is always frustrating. Whenever I feel them I have the period attitude of hoping my period just comes and gets it over with.
So I guess I'll be at the mall today, walking and walking. =) Don't know what else to do.
Last Thursday after going to the doctor I was so tired. The vaginal exam is just so draining I left work early. I stopped by my last job to try to recruit an old coworker to work for Tarsadia, and went home to finish some work on the laptop. Then the internet died on me so I ended up napping. I decided if I stayed home I would go crazy! There would be just too much time to think about it. My hormones are raging, and at time I get very sad and disappointed that one more day has come and no sign of baby. Part of it is the discomfort, but mainly what bothers me is the uncertainty. Don't know when... Can't plan anything because I don't know if I'll be carrying the watermelon, in the hospital, or have the baby. I couldn't stand it if it went beyond the due date, which obviously is normal. It would be too much time to stress. Plus, I've been feeling period-like cramps which is always frustrating. Whenever I feel them I have the period attitude of hoping my period just comes and gets it over with.
So I guess I'll be at the mall today, walking and walking. =) Don't know what else to do.