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[lojaron]

I don’t have feelings
I have no passion
I possess only selfishness
No humility, honor or grace

I have done many things
I have seen much
So much that I have become ignorant
Beyond the tolerance of some

So far that I thought I had something
Something that made me great
Above the responsibilities of people
Beyond the greatness of men

It said you are invincible
You have ultimate judgment
Everyone is in correspondence to you
You are a fable

Through it I became horrid
A corrupted king
Ignorance unbounded
But nothing lasts forever

Slowly I came to terms with reality
And woke up from my stupidity
Feelings came back to me
Actions revealed

I didn’t cry myself to sleep
I didn’t want to jump from roofs
I didn’t conclude that I love you
I didn’t want to time go backwards
I didn’t regret everything I’ve done for 3 months
I didn’t hate myself for everything I’ve done
I didn’t have problems looking at you
I didn’t avoid the mirror
So, you know what really happened

I will remain in this misery
Living with the horrible truth
That I had happiness, I had greatness
I had you
Then I got lost in myself
Lived in a false reality
But now I realize the truth
That you are the one for me
and I am nothing to you