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Okay, so if you haven't noticed, I've been maybe a little sadder lately, and you may be wondering why. Well... who wouldn't be sad? It's the end of the year.
Who's not going to be sad when they think of not ever seing anyone ever again, or regretting things they didn't do. I look around and I see all of these accomplisments people receive, I see all the connections that people are making, and I don't see myself as one of them. That's why I was kind of sad off and on last week. During the Academic Awards was the main one; I'm sorry I've been this way. I know it doesn't matter what I think it won't change anything, and that it isn't as bad as I think. So what? I didn't get a huge award like I've always dreamed of. What did I do? I achieved my main goal. I got back onto the A honoroll. An Academic letter: that was my goal for this year, and I did while having more fun than I've ever had with friends, events and classmates. I'm sorry that I got down; I get tunnel vision when I'm depressed.
That's over with now though. The year is over, and surprisingly I'm happy. I'm happy to have you guys as friends, and of everything I have now, and am looking forward to the future.
Thanks Tom for keeping me up to date with all of the assignments that I forget
Thanks Peter for always sending a laugh my way during Math and Band
Thank you Kat for in deph discussions and bringing me to my senses at times
Thanks Jake for 11 years of friendship that isn't about to end
Thanks Monica for sending laughs my way during study hall and band
Thanks Seth for your witty point of view and sense of humor
And thanks Syd for dealing with me when I get unbearably depressed
I'm sorry again for how I get sometimes. We all get sad at times; I just kinda had my time.
Okay, so if you haven't noticed, I've been maybe a little sadder lately, and you may be wondering why. Well... who wouldn't be sad? It's the end of the year.
Who's not going to be sad when they think of not ever seing anyone ever again, or regretting things they didn't do. I look around and I see all of these accomplisments people receive, I see all the connections that people are making, and I don't see myself as one of them. That's why I was kind of sad off and on last week. During the Academic Awards was the main one; I'm sorry I've been this way. I know it doesn't matter what I think it won't change anything, and that it isn't as bad as I think. So what? I didn't get a huge award like I've always dreamed of. What did I do? I achieved my main goal. I got back onto the A honoroll. An Academic letter: that was my goal for this year, and I did while having more fun than I've ever had with friends, events and classmates. I'm sorry that I got down; I get tunnel vision when I'm depressed.
That's over with now though. The year is over, and surprisingly I'm happy. I'm happy to have you guys as friends, and of everything I have now, and am looking forward to the future.
Thanks Tom for keeping me up to date with all of the assignments that I forget
Thanks Peter for always sending a laugh my way during Math and Band
Thank you Kat for in deph discussions and bringing me to my senses at times
Thanks Jake for 11 years of friendship that isn't about to end
Thanks Monica for sending laughs my way during study hall and band
Thanks Seth for your witty point of view and sense of humor
And thanks Syd for dealing with me when I get unbearably depressed
I'm sorry again for how I get sometimes. We all get sad at times; I just kinda had my time.