FUCKING PERIOD

[lojak23]

Whenever I'm on my period my gender issues explode in a horrible gnarled mess of badness. My breasts are enormous. It doesn't matter how tight I bind, even if I wear two, they will never be flat enough. Esepecially on my period. Everytime I go to the bathroom I am reminded that I'm not what I wish I could be. I saw a guy in the parking lot today

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[dclxvi_demon]

I know that you're stressed out right now, but hang in there. Believe me, I've been there. Just give it time and you'll be able to work everything out. You're so young, and realizing it now means that you'll know for sure sooner, rather than later. I honestly give you a year or two tops before you'll know for sure whether to do hormones or not. You're a bright guy and I'm sure you'll figure out what's best for you in the long run.

In any case, if you decide to do hormones, trust me in knowing that you'll transition well. Your face shape will change, your voice will drop, you won't have your period and you'll have hair EVERYWHERE. If you really are jealous of bio guys, know that it is something you can become if it really is the path you want to take. To say that you'll only come close to any bio guy is really selling yourself short. I've found that after 2 years of being on hormones, I am more of a man than most bio guys that I see, and I am more secure in my masculinity than most of them as well. And the wonderful thing is, everyday I have more and more moments where I forget that I'm trans... There is very little that seperates me and any bio guy, and most of those things don't matter.

You're slowly getting there. Just give it time and just keep going. You're strong and awesome and masculine. Just hang in there.

-Your big bro