Not a good day...
Ok...so yea I have officially decided that I have been nothing but a huge disappointment for my parents this year! I did awful in my classes and I have to take math over again this summer cuz Im a major dumbass!! All I do is waste my parents money and I feel like Im the worst kid ever! The math classes this summer are gonna cost them $1666 dollars, plus my apartment for next year, plus the $576 for my other apartment situation, plus getting my new phone cuz I was a dumbass (I know big suprise!) and broke it! Then my mom is taking me to New York...which I totally dont deserve...:( My mom wrote me this cute email today about how proud of me she is and how she knows that Im aceing my exams...again Ill just disappoint her...which is one of the worst things I can do to my parents because they give me the world and have been nothing but supportive of everything that I have done...even how bad or dumb it was. I also hate that my phone isnt working and that I cant even call my mom!! Oh and today I found out that I missed getting a way better grade for econ cuz I missed 2 points on the final!! Thats such a bummer...I studied for over a week to miss 2 points on the fuckin final! Tomorrow is my ISS 215 final and everyone has told me that it is a bitch...which is just great news for me. I dont mean for this to be a pitty me journal...Im just kinda venting...
Ok well I better go study...
Ok well I better go study...