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Yeah. Im pretty bored so I got on here. Just got off work and im sitting at my house alone. I'm finally getting my shit together. I have a good job and I just bought good car finally and I'm close to finishing at MECC. Ive been playing less and less guitar recently. I got to where I was playing a couple of hours everyday but Im so tired in my freetime, what little I have, that Im just not into it. Had to happen eventually. Its shitty cause I was getting really good too. Just no time for the good side of life, gotta focus on the shitty side. I was reading some of my earlier posts and man...i was a little asshole. I expected so much from so little. I was more fun back then tho, my fun side is dying and is being replaced by a whiney little bitch. I think im gonna move to bristol with mark. I realize that ill probably regret doing so and im not exactly financial ready to move out again with the bills ive piled up. But I just gotta get the fuck away. I would really love to be a musician. I mean I am a musician but id love to just do that and nothing else. I just dont care about anything else enough to be happy. I suck so bad though.