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ok Sarah is right.. im very stressed out and probably gonna have an anixenty attack soon. right now i have to finish this paper and for some reason i can't seem to finish it. it's very easy and everyone else can probably fix it in 2 mins but i get distracted like a kid with ADD. i also have to mention that for some reason my school is being gay with my loans so instead of paying $0 because of the loans, i now i have to pay around $7k just for this semester (well i believe so if i read teh bill right) so thats just great especially since i don't have a fucking job and probably won't get a good job because of my gay schedule (which is proably my fault) i have to make a little Flash movie that exposes who i am inside of me, that i am also worried about because i don't think i will be able to have the time to do that given that Flash is very tedious. I am taking a good 15 credit hours (3 credits a class, so you do the math) and i don't have much time to do anything anymore, especially since i HAVE to get a job i will hardly be able to have free time, which will be spent on school work. so with that i believe that im going to lose all my friends that been so awesome over the last couple of months and because of that i am actually considering just quitting college all together. i don't know if i can handle it anymore, c'mon look at me, its only been 1 fucking month and im already stressed. and with money being tight around the house im not really actually sure if i can even afford going to college anymore.