Aug 14, 2006 19:09
I love my friends so much. Thanks to everyone who came to mine, duc, and danielles little going away thing. All 3 of us are moving to socal tom. I hate all of u for making me cry. Ill post more about the bbq later but lets just list everyone that came so i can remember who i spent my last day here with haha...renee, chantal, jen, jul, jane, nicole, ryan, john, mark, jeremy, justin, tony ting, the twins, pokie, niko, glen, daryl, b, nheel, jeff, mike, dc, dale, annie, norrie, anthu, alyssa, and nonz.
edit// had a bbq today at shadowcliff for my goodbye thing. The guys kept getting us with waterballoons and filling buckets with water. We got them back though haha. After i went home to finish up packing. Went to nicoles house at 830. The ones that showed up were jen, jul, jane, katrina, danielle, duc, jeremy, john, mark, lawrence, ryan, niko, justin, glen, daryl, b, dc, nheel, and dale. Too hard to say goodbye to all of them =\
U guys dont even understand how much u mean to me. I never cry in front of people and today i couldnt stop crying. I remember at the bbq right wen i started tearing up everyone would just say ive never seen lauren cry before. That shows how much ill miss each and everyone of u. Call me please wen ur down in the area and please hang out with me wen i come back to the bay.
God leaving my friends behind and not knowing that theyre not living in the same area as me has to be the hardest thing in life. Thanks for all the great memories guys. I love each and everyone of u. U guys are wat kept me happy. Ur all my family and im grateful for the bonds ive established in each and everyone of u. Its gonna be hard transitioning from seeing u guys everyday to only seeing u during breaks and wenever ill have the chance to come up. I cant even remember a time wen i didnt hang out with u guys. This whole summer ive only stayed home once. All the other times i was with u guys. Now im gonna be moving to a new school knowing that i dont have this close relationship i have with u guys. Each and everyone of u are a huge impact in my life. Ill never ever forget any of the memories from crashing cottillions to partying until we pass out. Im gonna miss all those text messages, ims, and calls i get asking wats "going down today" or if "anything is crackin." Now im not gonna receive those messages anymore. Sorry for being emo but it finally happened. Im moving away and i didnt think it would come this fast.