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[logicbreaks]

i realize too much goes on yet not much does. I never write about my life because Im in denial most days that it even happens. I only have a short while left in Calgary (about 54 days). In that time I must defend my thesis, pack, apply for SSRCH money and register at UBirmingham. Fingers crossed this will work out as planned. So much has changed, and finding consistency and wondering if the right choices have been made loom over me. I will ignore the latter as much as possible as I made a choice. I won't regret those choices.

But I wish I felt more alive than I do now. Im so tired of everything. Need sleep.