confusing.
Oh it has been AWHILE since I last wrote. Sorry.....
Just slogging through everything from school, personal issues, boyfriends, friends, mostly school, TA duties, deciding what to do next year.
Eh, dear readers, eh.
I don't feel particularly upset about anything these days. Just a general blagh about things. So I amuse myself with watching endless horror/suspense movies. Best not to think about what is actually bothering me these days.
Grad school is taking its toll on mine, and my colleages mental health as of late. November blaghs, research woes. Completing oral comps end of January.
For those of you who have no idea what those are, they are intensive exams taken in every graduate discipline. For me, I basically have to know every single little technique used in 20th/21st century composition, every composer, every date, every bit of 20th century history (music). Its pretty chill. And lots of terms, and score recognition. Basically BS. I'll be fine. I'm very calm about it. It'll get done. This is my 6th year of post secondary education. I can do it. As for next year...well...well...i don't know. DMA or do i take a year off and try and get into PA or MD programs. This is the big problem.
With respect to personal issues, well d. is not straight, and likes boys. not girls. I am fine with it now, but i wasn't for a good week or so.
Going to BC alot..to see Greg...that's another story.....
Oh well.
Just slogging through everything from school, personal issues, boyfriends, friends, mostly school, TA duties, deciding what to do next year.
Eh, dear readers, eh.
I don't feel particularly upset about anything these days. Just a general blagh about things. So I amuse myself with watching endless horror/suspense movies. Best not to think about what is actually bothering me these days.
Grad school is taking its toll on mine, and my colleages mental health as of late. November blaghs, research woes. Completing oral comps end of January.
For those of you who have no idea what those are, they are intensive exams taken in every graduate discipline. For me, I basically have to know every single little technique used in 20th/21st century composition, every composer, every date, every bit of 20th century history (music). Its pretty chill. And lots of terms, and score recognition. Basically BS. I'll be fine. I'm very calm about it. It'll get done. This is my 6th year of post secondary education. I can do it. As for next year...well...well...i don't know. DMA or do i take a year off and try and get into PA or MD programs. This is the big problem.
With respect to personal issues, well d. is not straight, and likes boys. not girls. I am fine with it now, but i wasn't for a good week or so.
Going to BC alot..to see Greg...that's another story.....
Oh well.