entry i thought id never want to write.
some days, I just wish someone would take a giant gun and shoot me in the head with it.
Honestly.
Lately, living, which has its ups and downs, is right now so down, that it is scrapping to come above the surface.
I shall not ennumerate the amount of stress/angst/frustration/sadness I feel lately.
Its unbelievable.
I don't think
that ever in my 21 years of existence that I have felt this awful. I feel desperate and lost.
I simply can't handle anything right now having to do with being Norah. It would be nice to simply escape my body if not for only a few weeks. Be someone else.
I'm having a very rough time handeling being me, and withholding all the worries, responsabitly being entails right now.
Outer body experience would be great desired.
Honestly.
Lately, living, which has its ups and downs, is right now so down, that it is scrapping to come above the surface.
I shall not ennumerate the amount of stress/angst/frustration/sadness I feel lately.
Its unbelievable.
I don't think
that ever in my 21 years of existence that I have felt this awful. I feel desperate and lost.
I simply can't handle anything right now having to do with being Norah. It would be nice to simply escape my body if not for only a few weeks. Be someone else.
I'm having a very rough time handeling being me, and withholding all the worries, responsabitly being entails right now.
Outer body experience would be great desired.