things like this can't be undone or unsaid
[The room is dim when Matt wakes up alone; blinking a couple times, he gets up slowly, checking the bathroom for his boyfriend - with whom he still feels like he's on shaky ground - before pulling on a pair of jeans to go with his plain white tee. Yanking an orange hoodie over his head, Matt heads out the door, locking it behind him as he starts down the hall.
He's headed, once again, for the bar, but it's moved - a fact made all the worse when he walks in to find a library.
...with his Mello sitting at a table, reading.]
Oh. Hey.