Aug 31, 2007 16:53
i've been hanging out with people almost every night this week. i LOVE having julia and alyssa down the hall... they make my life. I love them both so much and all of us and laura hang out alot. last night i was with julia kendra and their friend greg and julia made spagetti! then we all ate it.. haha it was great, she loves to cook and we're gonna make stuff like every week now. i love how its so different from last year and i have my own group of people to hang out with and just be myself with. i feel like they get me and we'll all just talk for hours about stuff. one night was so fun, me laura and alyssa talked about trinity and manchester forever. last year i felt like i was living in laurens shadow, tagging along with her group of friends. its just so diffferent now and i love it. i actually feel comfortable and just happy to hang with out with people rather than it almost being a chore because i didnt fit in with laurens group. its hard to explain, but it was just so different. as much as i liked living with lauren, that was then and its over... it was great for what it was but now im able to really get a group of friends of my own and just do what i wanna do this year.