Jul 02, 2006 13:28
It is so hard to believe that my summer is half way over already and I feel like I have not been able to enjoy it like all past summers, but I am learning how to enjoy it in another way. I am puting in forty hours a week cruising timber out at Moscow Mountain and that usually takes up most of my Monday thru Thursday. After work I am either at the gym, practicing chopping or taking a cake decorating class. I took my first cake class last month and am taking another one in July starting this week. On Friday thru Sunday if I stay here in Moscow I usually spend time at the gym everyday, get a little sun out on my patio, do some shopping and usually go for a walk or something. Those three days are usually pretty laid back with a book and regaining my energy for the next week of work. If I am up at my parents place life is usually pretty crazy around there. So I have spent the last two weekends here in Moscow and got one more until I head up to see my Family which has been pretty nice and relaxing but you can only be here in Moscow for so long before you start pulling your hair out.
My love life is full of nothing. I am through with everything with Greg, I slipped backwards a few times with him but I refuse to let that happen again. It has been almost three months and can almost say I am over him. I say almost because I feel like I will never be over my first love. But I refuse to get back together with him no matter how bad sometimes I want to but I wont put myself through all the hurt again. I actually met a guy last night in Pullman, WA,(ten minutes from moscow, just another hick town). His older brother is my dad's partner at the fire department so we were given each other the others phone number to call and just talk. Well, he actually called me, I didnt have the guts to call him, and we met last night, got a smoothie and just talked. His name is John, I think he is about 25/26 and he is a Pullman Fire Fighter. He is really easy to talk to and he is very cute. The whole point of us meeting is to be friends because all of our friends split for the summer. I am totally up for being friends and wouldnt mind more but I aint going to get my hopes up because he is 4 or 5 years older then me but I can dream cant I. And just meeting a guy and talking helped me so much to move forward in my life with relationships. Well he is out of town this next week and we will see if either one of us have the guts to call the other one. He has called me twice so my sister said it is my turn to call, but I am such a chicken when it comes to that kind of thing. But I will definitely wait at least till friday before I call so I dont seem to desperate.
Well that is my little old life here in hickville Moscow, but I hate to say this but the town is really growing on me... some. Hope everyone is enjoying the summer and the freedom without school, sorry Amy just make time for the fun stuff.
~Rebecca~