Aug 30, 2005 13:38
This last weekend. Here's how it went in my mind.
- Stepping stair terminal off the plane.
- Must smoke must smoke must smoke.
- Smoking
- Holy crap there she is... *heart ache*
- Holy crap her laugh kills me.
- Holy crap she kills me... *bigger heart ache*
- Holy crap this fried fish is hot. I cannot feel my tongue.
- I hope she likes me.
- 40 Year Old Virgin. Holy fuck this is funny.
- I'm gonna grab her hand... NOW.
- I think she likes me! *ecstatic*
- God, I could get used to this.
- Wait, I already am used to this.
- This bed is very small.
- This bed is small, but she's here, so I'm putting up with it.
- Did she just sigh because she is happy at my touch? I'm going to just assume so.
- I don't want to seem creepy by staring at her asleep here... but, she's too beautiful.
- Damn, morning.
- I could lie here with her forever...
- Holy crap perfume!
- Feeling... faint... no no no, it's for her. Tell her which one you like on her, even if it doesn't matter at all because she always smells good.
- EDDIE IZZARD!
- Wedding Crashers and 40 Year Old Virgin again. Funny the second time, too.
- I wish our hands were fused together.
- Sleep, stare, cuddle.
- Fucking hell this is my last full day here. *tear*
- Don't focus on it, just enjoy your time with her.
- Enjoy enjoy enjoy. I want to tell her so many things, but it's too soon.
- Sleep, stare, cuddle.
- Fuck today!
- Just hold her as much as you possibly can. It's going to be awhile until you see her again.
- Fuck packing!
- God, look at her. Look at the emeralds in her eyes. Fuck NM!
- Smoke smoke smoke.
- *heart ache*
- The all too short drive back to the airport.
- I can actually feel the heart string she tugs on whenever she catches my glance.
- You don't have to say anything. I know you'll miss me. See? I know you that well.
- You idiot, you dropped your water bottle.
- Holy fuck no. I can't stand this. I can't leave.
- Don't leave, just stay. You're with her RIGHT NOW. DON'T LEAVE.
- I have to... responsibilities, you know.
- You know that's so lame. She's becoming your everything and you attend to your responsibilities?
- Last kiss. *heart ache*
- Last glance. I'm going to lose it... *heart ache*
- Metal detector.
- Take off shoes.
- I miss her already.
- It's not too late, idiot!
- Sigh.
- FUCK. My waterbottle is all over my lap and carry-on bag.