Oct 15, 2006 05:45
Supidity and foolishness run hand in hand you can't have one with out the other, besides without them life would be boring.
im not sure what to blab about today, im listening to linking park at the moment, oh no song changed to an Aerosmith one, thats abit better... hmmm sams not talking to me, snarfy isnt either but that beacise she no longer resides on my contact list... hmm wonder how many others i should remove, i like have 45 contacts left, and i've really only seen about 9 of them online in the last 10 months
my bestie Lisa finaly got her B-day present, she was over the moon, im glad she loved what i got her, i was so worried X_X of all my friends she has been the one i can depend on the most
Thank you Elisabeth, i'll love you forever and for always! ya my bestie gurl, even if ya don't know it, maybe its best that you don't i'd hate to freak you out too like some other people i know
i have learned in my sort time that its 10x's better not to express your feelings to the ones you may have been falling for, you almost always end up with your face in the mud, i admit i made mistakes, lots of them, and a lot of them i wish i could take back, but i guess that would be cheating in the game of life, afterall you have your winners, your losers and the ones who dont even finnish the race
i think i mite be one of the second two options, its either that or those stupid chainletters actually work
just imagine something as stupid as that could ruin your life... no it was never the chain letters, it was the person themself always making the same mistakes over and over, even new ones, always hurting the ones they wanted to et closer to... but why... WHY!!!!?????? i guess thats one question i'll never know the anser too, i've looked and looked, even been told what other people think
Maybe i want to be loved, maybe i'd give up anything for love, hold onto it embrace it, and never let go... i used to think thats what love is, maybe its not that, or atleast in essence, i read somewhere that loves is knowing when to stand up and fight for the ones you love, but also knowing when to stand down and let them go no matter how much it would hurt both yourself and them.
But truthfully im about as lost as you can get on the subject, i thought i had found the one, but as it turns out even she wa s cheting on me, every time i think i have the one its always the same case.. with one exception but im not getting into that, i know my ship has sailed over the horison on that one too