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i met this girl on person.com a long while back, we chatted for a while exchanged emails etc etc, she told me some prety personal stuff, i reallly think she just needed someone to talk to, but just talking with her about all these issues and things made me like her more and more, i found she was hard on her self about things and i tryed to make them seem not so bad
anyways over time she began to like me aswell, and i really liked her too, the thing is i was already with my Ex Gf Kayla, and she was with her Bf Danny, after some time i said i loved her, she hastilly reminded me about kayla, id forgotten she was with daniel, anyways around this time of events me and kayla were having problems and i told SmFs that i get really flirty when me and kayla are having problems i guessyou could say thats my selfdestruct rite there.
after i told her of this there was many many arguments between us, and there still is...
im sorry!!!!
the more we argue about it the more confused about it i get and things get out of hand, i did lie to her about some things, we've disscussed it so many times, she keeps asking me why. i could tell her that i really did begin to love her and i was going to end it with kayla, or i could say i never loved her and was using her... but what for, i genuinly liked her and i wanted to get closer somehow
her and her boyfriend had broken up several times over this time frame, everytime they broke up i'd fget my hopes up and be like omg shes gonna give me a chance... but then when ever i'd talk to her about it she'd say they got back together, i felt so disapointed everytime, i said i'd never give up on her... but the more thety broke up and got back together the harder it was, its like ughhh
i want to like her like i did back then... but things have changed now, i have a Gf, maybe i should have waited a bit longer...
every time we end up having this argument over and over i just i get second thoughts, i wonder what if i waited what if... what if i held on... would i have driven her away, would i have killed the friendship, would things have been great.
then again would i have been another hamish (short long story) i know i dont want to be him thats for sure.
i want so much for things to turn out good, i tryed to fix things and change myself, so we'd get along better, i wanted to stop the fighting over nothing, orw as it something, its been going on so long i dont even remember
anyways over time she began to like me aswell, and i really liked her too, the thing is i was already with my Ex Gf Kayla, and she was with her Bf Danny, after some time i said i loved her, she hastilly reminded me about kayla, id forgotten she was with daniel, anyways around this time of events me and kayla were having problems and i told SmFs that i get really flirty when me and kayla are having problems i guessyou could say thats my selfdestruct rite there.
after i told her of this there was many many arguments between us, and there still is...
im sorry!!!!
the more we argue about it the more confused about it i get and things get out of hand, i did lie to her about some things, we've disscussed it so many times, she keeps asking me why. i could tell her that i really did begin to love her and i was going to end it with kayla, or i could say i never loved her and was using her... but what for, i genuinly liked her and i wanted to get closer somehow
her and her boyfriend had broken up several times over this time frame, everytime they broke up i'd fget my hopes up and be like omg shes gonna give me a chance... but then when ever i'd talk to her about it she'd say they got back together, i felt so disapointed everytime, i said i'd never give up on her... but the more thety broke up and got back together the harder it was, its like ughhh
i want to like her like i did back then... but things have changed now, i have a Gf, maybe i should have waited a bit longer...
every time we end up having this argument over and over i just i get second thoughts, i wonder what if i waited what if... what if i held on... would i have driven her away, would i have killed the friendship, would things have been great.
then again would i have been another hamish (short long story) i know i dont want to be him thats for sure.
i want so much for things to turn out good, i tryed to fix things and change myself, so we'd get along better, i wanted to stop the fighting over nothing, orw as it something, its been going on so long i dont even remember