Mar 14, 2007 21:53
im not in a particularly good mood right now
unis as pish as ever, tho im kinda catchin up on work, which in fact i should be doin now
i have no money. stupid saas havnt paid my travel expenses yet so im actually having to borrow money off my mum just so i can go out this weekend. i think ill be making an angry fone call if i still dont have it by sunday.
ive been feeling quite deflated recently. i just cant be bothered dealing with anything right now. i just want to give up on uni and become a hermit or something. i just want to lie in my bed for days on end watching tv and eating rubbish. i just want ONE day to sit and not actually have to worry about something. Theres too many things coming at me at once and tbh if i dont de-stress ill snap at someone. most likely someone who doesnt deserve it.
there is one thing that i look forward to about uni, though, and thats my friends. We make a great team. we're all better at something than the rest of us, so we can help each other with coursework etc, and thats a really good thing to have. not even that, we also get on so well. we all have very similar tastes and since we met, weve all just seemed to click. I suppose its them who have actually kept me in the course. I would have quit at the end of january if it wasnt for them.
but aye, all this depression is cause for excessive amounts of alcohol consumption, which will most certainly occur this saturday. not until morton hump stirling of course ;)
catch ye's