Yes, I know I said I wasn't going to use this journal for talking about my personal life anymore. This is only a slight renege of that promise
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*timidly* well, I think you are a wonderfully, genuinely good guy. seriously, you've helped me become a better person . . . i credit a large portion of my personality shift over the years directly to you and your positivity (is that a word?) and im glad we're friends ^_^ but you know . .we talked about the allison thing last week and you know i support you on this. the relationship was sceptic, one-sided, and completely draining on you. but i understand the sadness of breaking off a relationship with someone . . this reminds me a little bit of what i went through with jason. you know . . one day we'd be playing guitar and singing, the next day he'd be offended by something i said, id be mad because i didnt mean anything and he overreacted, and on top of it all, it was wrecking his friendship with you. eventually i just had to let him go as a friend. im still not sure if we parted on good terms or not. but yeah, the whole point of this is, i think that you are inherently a good person . . . i dont think you being so good is really some sort of facade you pull to get everyone to like you, i think its just out of your genuine desire to be a good person, because that is the right thing to do. and even though breaking it off with allison doesnt seem benevolent, i think it was appropriate. this isnt some sort of sign that you're becoming a bad person or anything like that. you know i couldnt think that about you ;) after i learned so much about thinking postitively from you. allison needs to mature a little bit more, and maybe divesting herself from you is a good way to start. who knows what she really needs? but again, i believe you did the absolutely right thing and theres no point in blaming yourself for anything. about the magic/ d&d thing, yeah, you always were a sucker for heroes, werent you? :P nothing wrong with that. also about you know who, which picture in the gallery was it? im curious :)
but you know . .we talked about the allison thing last week and you know i support you on this. the relationship was sceptic, one-sided, and completely draining on you. but i understand the sadness of breaking off a relationship with someone . . this reminds me a little bit of what i went through with jason. you know . . one day we'd be playing guitar and singing, the next day he'd be offended by something i said, id be mad because i didnt mean anything and he overreacted, and on top of it all, it was wrecking his friendship with you. eventually i just had to let him go as a friend. im still not sure if we parted on good terms or not.
but yeah, the whole point of this is, i think that you are inherently a good person . . . i dont think you being so good is really some sort of facade you pull to get everyone to like you, i think its just out of your genuine desire to be a good person, because that is the right thing to do. and even though breaking it off with allison doesnt seem benevolent, i think it was appropriate. this isnt some sort of sign that you're becoming a bad person or anything like that. you know i couldnt think that about you ;) after i learned so much about thinking postitively from you.
allison needs to mature a little bit more, and maybe divesting herself from you is a good way to start. who knows what she really needs? but again, i believe you did the absolutely right thing and theres no point in blaming yourself for anything.
about the magic/ d&d thing, yeah, you always were a sucker for heroes, werent you? :P nothing wrong with that.
also about you know who, which picture in the gallery was it? im curious :)
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