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[lofidelityinred]

everymorning for 5 days now ive thrown up upon waking
and im not sure if its because im sick of this place
sick of myself
sick of these people
or maybe just sick in general
id drink, drug myself into oblivion if i knew that itd work
but i know it doesnt, and i know it only lasts until the crash
and i fucking hate wrecks

eventually eventuality in the event
goddamnit
wheres salvation when you need it