Jan 10, 2007 02:59
"you are annoying. your over rated enthusiasm and over exageration get really old really fast, it makes you obsceenly overbaring, nobody likes it and can hardly doubt you do either. You are in fact totaly insain, and yet must be stupid too because you just can't realize when people don't want to be around you any more, matter of fact it just makes you impossibly more fake and more pathetic. You refuse to see how many people talk about you behind your back and you refuse to sincerly acknowledge when you completly distroy your positive self image and lose everyones respect. i don't know what to say to you any more because you just don't listen you just don't get it. you are stuck in your own little world. now grow up or stop talking to me! because i really can't handle any more of your over energetic/fake/plasticbaggieness any more!"
*mouth agape*
alright. you know what? he wins. he was trying to get me to not be friendly anymore, and heeee wiiiins. that was comPLETEly uncalled for. sure, i do have a bad habit of giving people a million chances. Because I'm aware that nobody's perfect, and people make mistakes. I make mistakes, others make mistakes, we need to forgive each other and not hold grudges or judge and such. but he was MAKING FUN OF ME for not holding grudges, or caring about awkward situations! excuuuuuse me, but i am not going to rearrange my schedule and miss out on stuff like snowboarding with my best friends just because YOU have a problem with ME. that is YOOOOOUR problem! and when my friends that i haven't seen in a year call to invite me to their beach house, i'm not gonna be that girl that asks "who's going?" and gives an answer dependent on their response. i realize it's hard for you to understand that my enthusiasm isn't "fake" and that i'm not being naive, i'm just a VERTEBRATE (creatures possessing a backbone or spinal column), and i happen to be a happy person, that HAPPENS to show it! *claps hands* really, really, you think i don't knoooow who talks shit about me and when situations are gonna be awkward? really? i can read people like a freaking harry potter fanatic reads the new edition! ALL NIGHT LONG! IIIII KNOOOOW PEEEEOPLE, and i KNOOOOOW who's real and fake. know who's not fake? me. know who's proJECTING, with their little---their little PARAgraph on back stabbers? *spitting everywhere in rage* YOU ARE!!!!
okay sash, you can hate your step-daddy now. but just for a second. until he apologizes tomorrow and i forgive him because i freaking can't hold a grudge. fatal flaw. fatal. flaw.