wow what a bad day
well today started off like any other bad day..starting off fine then gettin worse and worse...ok well my dad did laundry this morning so when i woke up he needed me to hang it up right away so he could use the baskets cause he needed them...paula had spent the night cause it was her weekend to come over here...keep in mind she was only here for 1 day...well she was sleeping on this pull out bed under mine...i told her to wake up so i didnt step all over her bed and her get mad at me...well she ignored me so i kept sayin get up paula get up..she still didnt get up my dad even told her to, but stil she didnt get up so i got tired of it and stepped all over her bed i was like get up and finally i got my normal answer, "SHUT UP!"...then like a 1/2 hour later we got into the most stupid fight over a shirt, whether it was hers or mine...she told me she hated me and i told her if she didnt want to come over here then she didnt have to, she had been complaining all morning of how she wanted to go home but my dad wasnt gunna take her home and she wouldnt ask my mom...well u can kind of guess how the rest of the day went..it was ok when we werent fighting but ugh...well she finally wanted to go home enough to text my mom asking her to come pick her up...well like always my mom couldnt cause she already drank a beer and she doesnt drink and drive...moms suggestion? ASK BEN! well he told her he would pick her up at 6...(when my dad found this out he told me he dont want him to step near this house ever again cause hes just doing my mom a favor and thats not right cause well its a bigger story but just trust me it isnt right)...neways he came and got her...well apparently when paula got home she told my mom a bunch of lies...so i get a call from my mom asking why i told paula i didnt want her coming over here when i def. never said that, my mom told me i have a problem and something was the matter with me...paula never told my mom she told me she hated me and then lied to her and told my mom that she said she hates coming over here...she makes my dad feel like crap and told my mom that me n my dad act like we dont want her around when thats not true...obviously she didnt see how hurt i was that she moved out but im def. over it now...well neway my mom asked why i never talk to her and that i need to share my feelings...hah yeah right not to her...i dont want to talk to her...hmm well lets see just the fact she doesnt like me she just wants me to come home for the $$ it seems like she just lets paula get what she wants and everything else cause she thinks ill come home which if i ever did would give her child support $$....my grandmom asked when i was moving back in and seemed like she didnt believe me when i told her i wasnt...well my day got better when i talked to my favoritest cousin ryan!, inderdeep, matt and justin..i love my friends and my cousin!!!
well heres a quick update on yesterday with ben: went to the mall it was fun in the beginning...but then we were play fighting and i called a truce and he squeezed my hand soooooo hard it hurt soo bad...and then i saw this hott guy who works in vans and i told him that he looked like my friend eric who goes to perry hall hes like idc ur so ignorant yo and all this shit and was yelling at me he wouldnt talk to me and just walked in front of me the whole time he stopped in front of wackenfus or however u spell it without even telling me leaned over teh balcony for like 10 minutes then walked away without telling me..so i followed him and we went to my house...i realized why i broke up with him and im tottalllly over that insecure jerk! well thats enough for now...this is the 2nd i wrote this whole thing...lol...well ill update tomorrow until then ~>
well heres a quick update on yesterday with ben: went to the mall it was fun in the beginning...but then we were play fighting and i called a truce and he squeezed my hand soooooo hard it hurt soo bad...and then i saw this hott guy who works in vans and i told him that he looked like my friend eric who goes to perry hall hes like idc ur so ignorant yo and all this shit and was yelling at me he wouldnt talk to me and just walked in front of me the whole time he stopped in front of wackenfus or however u spell it without even telling me leaned over teh balcony for like 10 minutes then walked away without telling me..so i followed him and we went to my house...i realized why i broke up with him and im tottalllly over that insecure jerk! well thats enough for now...this is the 2nd i wrote this whole thing...lol...well ill update tomorrow until then ~>