I'm baaaaaaack....
Been TONS of stuff going on with me. Getting my head around my job, my life... well - here's a couple of highlights I posted in my MySpace:
Friday, October 26, 2007
Cryptic - just bear with me...
There is so much BEE energy in my life just lately that I've had to stop and analyze it a bit. I was stung by a bee a week or so ago, have dreams about bees, and am encountering them in just about every context of my life. So, what is it about the damn bees?
Bees are supposed to symbolize wealth, industry, love, sweetness, sexuality, fertility, nourishment, and a host of other things. I guess I'll just sit back and enjoy all the Bee energy (and the "B" energy, too - come to that.) :)
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
I did it. I finally did it.
Current mood: accomplished
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I am now the proud possessor of an Oregon Motorcycle Endorsement. I now need the Universe to cooperate a little and stop raining during the daylight hours I have free so I can get out there and get to know my new bike!
w00t!!!
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Full Circle
Current mood: indescribable
Category: Life
The events of my life a decade ago were the last things on my mind when I left the house this afternoon. My mind was on my errands, finishing the laundry and possibly what to do for dinner.
When I pulled into the grocery store parking lot, there YOU were, big as life. As I drove by, you did a double take, and seeing that, I decided to wave. As I got out of my car you came over and greeted me with genuine enthusiasm, although my reaction was a bit reserved.
For the next hour you spoke to me of what you had learned about yourself over the last decade, what good things you had always wished for me, your regrets regarding how you handled the last turbulent months of our relationship and how you recognized and took complete ownership for what you had done to destroy my sense of self and completely break my heart.
You steadfastly refused to let me claim any ownership of the problems our relationship had, something that completely blew me away and brought tears to my eyes (and yours as well). I am quite aware of my bitch potential, but you relentlessly overrode any discussion of that and reiterated that what had happened had been all you, and inexcusable.
Thank you, Johnny - for standing there in the rain, apologizing to me, and giving me back something I didn't realize had been missing.
Sweet dreams.
I'm going to do my best to keep things updated. There are so many changes and dynamics shifting for me these days that it's just incredible. But it's all good. :)
Friday, October 26, 2007
Cryptic - just bear with me...
There is so much BEE energy in my life just lately that I've had to stop and analyze it a bit. I was stung by a bee a week or so ago, have dreams about bees, and am encountering them in just about every context of my life. So, what is it about the damn bees?
Bees are supposed to symbolize wealth, industry, love, sweetness, sexuality, fertility, nourishment, and a host of other things. I guess I'll just sit back and enjoy all the Bee energy (and the "B" energy, too - come to that.) :)
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
I did it. I finally did it.
Current mood: accomplished
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I am now the proud possessor of an Oregon Motorcycle Endorsement. I now need the Universe to cooperate a little and stop raining during the daylight hours I have free so I can get out there and get to know my new bike!
w00t!!!
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Full Circle
Current mood: indescribable
Category: Life
The events of my life a decade ago were the last things on my mind when I left the house this afternoon. My mind was on my errands, finishing the laundry and possibly what to do for dinner.
When I pulled into the grocery store parking lot, there YOU were, big as life. As I drove by, you did a double take, and seeing that, I decided to wave. As I got out of my car you came over and greeted me with genuine enthusiasm, although my reaction was a bit reserved.
For the next hour you spoke to me of what you had learned about yourself over the last decade, what good things you had always wished for me, your regrets regarding how you handled the last turbulent months of our relationship and how you recognized and took complete ownership for what you had done to destroy my sense of self and completely break my heart.
You steadfastly refused to let me claim any ownership of the problems our relationship had, something that completely blew me away and brought tears to my eyes (and yours as well). I am quite aware of my bitch potential, but you relentlessly overrode any discussion of that and reiterated that what had happened had been all you, and inexcusable.
Thank you, Johnny - for standing there in the rain, apologizing to me, and giving me back something I didn't realize had been missing.
Sweet dreams.
I'm going to do my best to keep things updated. There are so many changes and dynamics shifting for me these days that it's just incredible. But it's all good. :)